As I was standing in the many hundreds of people around me, worshipping the Lord during my church's Maundy Thursday's night service, deep within my soul, I was overwhelmed with immense thanksgiving. I have never known a god that can be so loving and giving... Many gods in the world demand people to offer them something before they bless them. My God does not seek benefits for Himself. He gives when we believe in Him, expecting no tangible things from us except for a heart for Him.

With Jesus on the cross, people see it as foolishness or madness but to God, he sees it as a precious love gift to the imperfect me, the imperfect you, even if it means going through isolation, ridicule, pain and ultimately, death.

Another thing I realise was that I could cry a lot and get all emotional during worship (when I sing songs with the church to God). But in daily life, we don't get to enjoy such worshipful environments. We live in a life that does not have emotional music or soundtrack to get us all inspired, repentant or certain about what we are going to do in life. It boils down to me listening to the prompts of the Holy Spirit as I take each step each day.

Thanks to a sister who shared Proverbs 16:19 on Facebook: In his heart a man plans his course, but the LORD determines his steps.

May the Lord guide me each and every day the steps to take, even as I plan my course in life.


PSSSTT. I am officially attached for ONE YEAR. HAHAHAHAHA. :D

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